January 3, 2024

Calendar interoperability is underappreciated. I use iCloud for home, Google for the University and Office365 for work, all from a single app, which also handles invites and scheduling. Other people can see my various calendars in their own software, seamlessly. We should make everything a calendar.

January 2, 2024

📚 24 books for 2024

My list for the year, ordered by similarity. All are physical prints already on the bookshelf, just waiting to be snubbed for whatever else catches my attention.

  1. The Books of Jacob by Olga Tokarczuk
  2. In Other Rooms, Other Wonders by Daniyal Mueenuddin
  3. Too Like the Lightning by Ada Palmer
  4. Neuromancer by William Gibson
  5. That We May Live by various authors
  6. Liberation Day by George Saunders
  7. You Should Come With Me Now by M. John Harrison
  8. Dark Gods by T.E.D. Klein
  9. False Dawn by John Gray
  10. A Theater of Envy by René Girard
  11. Philosophy and the Real World by Bryan Magee
  12. Order Without Design by Alain Bertaud
  13. Seeing Like a State by James C. Scott
  14. Toxic Exposure by Chadi Nabhan
  15. The Rise of Theodore Roosevelt by Edmund Morris
  16. A Man of Iron by Troy Senik
  17. The Man from the Future by Ananyo Bhattacharya
  18. Metamathematics by Stephen Wolfram
  19. Statistical Consequences of Fat Tails by Nassim Taleb
  20. Towards a Theoretical Biology by C.H. Waddington
  21. Deep Simplicity by John Gribbin
  22. Seeing with Fresh Eyes by Edward Tufte
  23. A Guide for the Perplexed by Werner Herzog
  24. Cinema Speculation by Quentin Tarantino

Here are the wishlists for 2022 and 2023, and the respective outcomes.

Luke Burgis on prolific Substack writers:

At some level, the pure volume of writing—especially if you’re halfway decent at it—is perceived by some people as actual knowledge, even if you’re not saying anything at all, or even if you’re making ridiculous arguments riddled with fallacies.

Every once in a while, some 6,000 word word salad will land in my inbox from a figure like Freddie deBoer or Matty Yglesias or Richard Hanania—and I stay subscribed, just so I know what’s going on (maybe I shouldn’t)—and I think, “Lord, have mercy. Who has time to respond to all of these things? Or who would actually want to make themselves that miserable? I sure don’t!” And then I get back to work.

Feeling the same, I unsubscribed from most newsletters long ago.

January 1, 2024

Writing and editing are distinct skills. As I gaze into a stream of text that someone else wrote and several more people edited, as I try to make sense of the reds and the greens and the teals of Word’s tracked changes stacked on top of the red squiggles and the double underlines, as the nested comments flow one after another until my (aging!?) M1 MacBook Air begins to stutter, I realize that, at heart, I am a writer.

Happy New Year!

December 31, 2023

Finished reading: Debt by David Graeber 📚, dropped about a third of the way through. For a book supposedly about the history of debt it had too much speculation and too many baseless claims. Looking back, The Dawn of Everything had similar tendencies, but his co-author David Wengrow seems to have been a moderating influence. Bullshit Jobs was also a tedious read, so as good of an essayist Graeber was, the talent didn’t translate to books.

Finished reading: A Severe Mercy by Sheldon Vanauken 📚, a book about love, death and grief so earnest that any half-assed paragraph from me would not be fair. The title is justified.

📚 2023

At the beginning of the year, I set out to read 23 books. Mission accomplished? As expected, my favorite of the year was not on that wish list.

Here are all 23, ordered by some semblance of category.

  1. The Sunken Land Begins to Rise Again by M. John Harrison: Harrison at his best, just don’t expect a neat resolution.
  2. Empty Space: A Haunting by M. John Harrison: a fitting end to my favorite sci-fi trilogy.
  3. The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Shehan Karunatilaka: if Harrison awards someone a Booker, I’d better read their book.
  4. Invisible Cities by Italo Calvino: the translation was good, but I imagine the original was even better.
  5. 1177 B.C.: The Year Civilization Collapsed by Eric H. Cline: I think about the Bronze Age collapse more than I do about the Roman Empire, actually.
  6. On Bullshit by Harry G. Frankfurt: the year of LLM-generated garbage was a good time to refresh BS knowledge.
  7. The Revolt of the Masses by Ortega y Gasset: prophetic.
  8. Debt: The First 5,000 Years by David Graeber: bad.
  9. The Dao of Capital by Mark Spitznagel: investing should be left to the professionals.
  10. Whole Earth Discipline by Stewart Brand: half of the book is good, but only time will tell which half.
  11. How to Listen to Jazz by Ted Gioia: got me to buy an actual CD player, just so I could listen to this anthology.
  12. Against Method by Paul Feyerabend: his statement that in science “anything goes” could have been controversial only to those who willfully misunderstood.
  13. Fundamentals of Clinical Trials by Lawrence M. Friedman: too pedantic.
  14. Antinet Zettelkasten by Scott Scheper: almost a year in and I am still using index cards, although not in the way Scott intended.
  15. Writing with Style: The Economist Guide by Lane Greene: more fun than a style guide should be.
  16. Zombies in Western Culture by John Vervaeke et al: true and unnerving.
  17. The Formula: The Universal Laws of Success by Albert-László Barabási: don’t be fooled by the self-help title, it is a good book.
  18. Wanting: The Power of Mimetic Desire in Everyday Life by Luke Burgis: the most influential of the books I’ve read this year as it led directly to my favorite.
  19. I See Satan Fall Like Lightning by René Girard: the best book I’ve read this year, and one that I’ve been thinking about the most.
  20. Orthodoxy by G.K. Chesterton: I should read it again.
  21. I Am a Strange Loop by Douglas R. Hofstadter: how a scientist deals with grief.
  22. A Severe Mercy by Sheldon Vanauken: how a Christian deals with grief.
  23. Pilgrim at Tinker Creek by Annie Dillard: I still can’t believe she was in her 20s.

Not too bad, considering we had a flooded basement and our second move in three years, with some writing wedged in between. And here is last year’s list.

December 30, 2023

🎵 2023

I look forward to removing other people’s requests from Apple Music recommendations. Maybe the 2024 Top 10 list will reflect my actual (poor) taste. Until then:

  1. The Schuyler Sisters (Hamilton cast)
  2. Peaches (Jack Black)
  3. Alexander Hamilton (Hamilton cast)
  4. History Has Its Eyes On You (Hamilton cast)
  5. Wait For It (Leslie Odom, Jr.)
  6. Satisfied (Hamilton cast)
  7. Viva La Vida (Coldplay)
  8. Aaron Burr, Sir (Hamilton cast)
  9. A Sky Full of Stars (Coldplay)
  10. You’ll Be Back (Jonathan Groff)

And here is last year’s list.

December 29, 2023

🍿 2023

Only six movies that came out this year made it to my watch list:

I did not see Killers of the Flower Moon yet, but I hope to do so soon. I did watch a bunch of older movies, some of which were quite good, but naming them all here would not mean much (and you can always go to the movies tag). Let me instead list the movies I rewatched this year, in the order in which they came out:

Every year I time myself that I should watch more movies, and every year television wins out. May 2024 be the same.

December 28, 2023

The wellness visit

I am not a fan of “wellness” visits, those yearly exams that your insurance insists you should do even if you don’t have any medical problems. Evidence from randomized controlled trials suggests they don’t make any difference to people’s health, but they (obviously) contribute to the primary care physicians’ workload.

Having said that, I recently reached a nice round number of years, so it was time to get my cholesterol checked and finally get a flu shot. I enjoyed the banter, but I could also see how and why there may be no health benefit. If annual exams are good for anything, it is to find chronic asymptomatic conditions that have long-term consequences — high blood pressure, high cholesterol and high glucose are the big ones at my age. Testing for them has the highest yield in a generally low-yield visit, so whoever is seeing you should get at least those three right.

After this morning I suspect most places are not doing it right. The person checking my blood pressure did not care at all about the correct technique: whether I still had my sleeves on when they placed the cuff, whether my feet were on the ground or hanging over the raised exam table, whether my legs were crossed, or whether I was talking while measurement was being taken. Worse yet, no one asked or cared whether I had anything to eat or drink before getting my blood drawn for the labs. I could have downed a sugar-and-cream-laden coffee with a Boston cream chaser minutes before the visit and no one would have known. This is the complete opposite of Serbia, where they drill into you at an early age that you must have nothing to eat or drink — water excepted — before getting your blood drawn for anything; which is an extreme of its own kind but one that at least doesn’t result in lab results that you can’t interpret.

At best the loose approach to testing leads to more labs having to be drawn if and when something comes back out of range and the doctor wonders why. At worst it leads to misdiagnosis (“Your cholesterol is through the roof, you’d better be on a statin!”) or missed diagnosis (“Your cholesterol is a bit too high but you ate before the labs were drawn so it’s probably just from the food.”) — neither is good.

Even when properly done, I don’t think the annual exams are worth it. There are plenty of reasons to see the physician for other things, and sneaking in a blood pressure check and some labs on top of those is easy enough without overburdening the system. For those fortunate enough to be without ailments, a visit every 5–10 years to make sure all the screenings are up to date sounds about right. The paradigm of treating your body as a car to be taken to the shop for scheduled maintenance is wrong: our bodies aren’t intelligently designed mechanisms with replaceable parts that wear out at a predictable rate, and we can’t be taken apart and put back together at a whim. The trend of renaming the annual exam to something else recognizes this reality.

The replacement term, wellness visit, is not much better. In theory it should make the doctor (or nurse practitioner) enhance the lives of people they are seeing by taking a more holistic approach: “You are not a patient, you are a person.” In practice, it turns doctors into box-checkers: are you suicidal (yes/no), do you drink alcohol (yes/no), do you use illicit drugs (yes/no). It takes time away from things doctors were trained for — to treat disease that can be treated, provide council about the diseases that can’t, and know the difference between the two — and makes them do things that are as important, maybe more so, but not in their area of expertise.

The problem isn’t unique to medicine. It’s good to have the police around to deal with murder and theft, not so much when there is a domestic dispute or an acute psychotic episode, now (holistically?) called “a mental health crisis”. They used to be matters for the extended family or neighbors to deal with, not an outside force. Wherever the two were lost, public and private services picked up some of the responsibilities; the doctors seem to have gotten the role of the friendly ear, listening to the issues that used to be mulled over a cup of tea, or — sure, I’ll go there — in the bowling alley. This is a job they were not trained to do and for which they receive no compensation, so in that sense it is fair: the (American) society got what it paid for.